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[19 Feb 2006|02:35pm] |
YO
im bored
waiting for work
hooters
yay
knife
jaym visit me
sweet
oh andy
<3
sam
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[24 Jan 2006|11:24pm] |
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hi jayme<3
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[04 Dec 2005|06:49pm] |
omg ANOTHER update .. like anyone reads this .. honestly. lol ;] hi jayme.
um today was a big pain in the ass .. i think i didnt speak for like 3 hours straight .. at work .. hanna krause holler .. but yeah uh i was sprinkling some santa pops u know .. 100 of them .. seriously .. and no one came in like .. 2 customers .. yeah sweet .. not reallyyyy
goshi really should go do my biology project even tho other people arent online and i need information >;[ arg .. AND i have to do my stats paper ..sweet.
PEACE
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[27 Nov 2005|10:26pm] |
YO YO HOLLER WHATS REALLY GOOD
i was gonna give a little serious update cuz im in a crankypants mood but f that.
i love jayme diamond and her screaming filling cakesss.. oh holler weightwatchers cupcakes are SHITcakes. mmm hmmmm
omg i gotta poop be back later
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[10 Jul 2005|05:35pm] |
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wow update? oh yeahhh. i havent used this guy in over a month lol .. im mad bored and hungover so i figured, hey lemme update
uh .. summer has been arite .. yesterday i went to katie's, chelsea's, and jordan's grad parties .. i wish i was having one ;\ butttt i suck at life. they were funfunfun and yeah im turning into an alcoholic lol
im hungry i think. and i wanted to go down the shore today but i like to sleep till all hours of the afterno0n haha
hmm. i cant believe im goin to college in like .. a little more than a month. wow .. but im living at home so its not gonna seem that crazy .. everyones goin away and leaving home n shit ..and im staying home lol .. im a bum haha .. oh well .. im probly gonna fail outta college and be a real bum hahahaha
arite well im getting bored of this updating deal.. MYSPACE HOLLA
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[22 May 2005|04:20pm] |
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Hopeless Love Lyrics
200 miles away from home
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs
You demand to be chased for your love
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long
But you don't care at all
There nothing I can do to draw you close to me
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all
Hopeless love please leave me
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
And help me forget your name.
this song is perfect
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| i diDnT cARE tHaT yOu lEFt aNd aBAnDoNED mE .. wHATs hURTs mORE iS i wOULD sTiLL diE fOr yOU.. |
[18 May 2005|10:13pm] |
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hey buddayy
im chillin .. pretty psyched about midnight showing of starwars III .. haha no .. bobs going though .. lucky sob shiiet .. so lifes been arite for me .. not much of anything to do lol i have NO LiFE .. uh i havent been working really either .. i guess i jus have NO LIFE .. hm . but yeah i need money so .. i need to do something about it
i talked to the montclair volleyball coach .. um im gonna get a summer work out soon .. and try outs start in august .. im so excited .. i wanna graduate .. have a fun summer .. and start volleyballllll ;] ahh i cant wait .. highschool is just gay now .. im sick of it .. and i need to GET OUTTT
thank god we finally know what we're doing after prom .. cuz that was starting to freak me out a little .. um .. i got my shoes and my dress .. i gotta get jewelry and uh i need to decide how i want my hair .. and makeup .. god this is so annoyin g.. prom is so annoying ..i want it done .. and i wanna go down the shore and drink .. lol .. thats it .. i hate this whole grounded business .. boo
arite im bored. im goin on myspace cuz im a fucking loser.
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[08 May 2005|05:23pm] |
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happy mothers day ;] .. i woke up at like 12 today .. last night i had to baby sit my cousins and they wore me out so bad lol .. theyre cute .. and i got 80 bucks so it wasnt that baddd ;] .. yeah so today i went tothe maywood inn with family .. ralph's family .. my mom doesnt really like goin so we were on the end of the table jus sitting there lol.. i ate SO MUCH though haha ..adn so fast .. so im like dying right now .. and dessert. . ahh .. haha i like never drink coffee .. and i did today .. i have no freaking clue as to why either lollol .. its okay though .. now im just sitting here watching the karate kid .. i thinkits the first one .. gotdang im so freaking cool
ughhhh my stomach hurts real bad .. and i hate being GROUNDED < so gay so gay lol .. hopefully ill be ungrounded for mdw cuz that would suuck man
the karate kid might jus have the best soundtrack ever and i want it .. now .. hahaha heck yea
later me and samuel are probly gonna go tanning .. if im allowed .. haha ;] .. i havent seen amanda in a while ;\ boo .. i dun like not goin outtttt arg
arite .. im pretty much done here .. id like to pay attention to this awesome new movie lol
<3
smak
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[03 May 2005|04:02pm] |
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hahahhaa im grounded for the month of may .. im stupid
tuesday wed and thursday we go in at 10:55 ;] g0od stuff .. next week is my ap test .. after i finish my research paper today im gonna look at some problems and junk like that .. hm .. i gotta start reading oedipus .. 47 pages by thursdayyy and i didnt start .. uh uhhh .. idk what else .. i gots work tomorrow so i definately gotta finish reading today or sometime during school tomorrow .. goshhh im such a mess lol lol
at least im babysitting on saturday soo its not like im wasting my night .. i need moneyyyyy. blah
so im gonna try to eat healthier .. and less .. u think that will work? .. who knowsss .. i really doubt it lol .. i had taco bell for lunch hahaha .. its tuesday i had to .. but yeah i think im gonna try to eat healthier i swearrrr ;]
im tan. and my freckles are goin crazy <3 haha i love ittttt ;]
arite .. off to do my research paper .. or at least attempt to .. goddd i cant do it lol
<3
sam
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whaaaaddupppp bro
got dang im bored .. uh .. spring break holla .. i didnt even really do nething yet .. went to anthony's .. stayed home .. uh .. idk what else .. ive been working more .. i need money lol .. hm .. ever since i quit softball ive had a lot of time .. its not like i do nething neways .. i got no lifeee ha
i wanna drink tonight .. jkakljdfkjsdfjha
i feel a lot better lately .. its good .. gettin over it .. yeahhh
kajf;lkdjs i never have any good updates lol .. my life is pretty boring
i had work today .. 9-4 .. my gm wanted me to stay from 9am to 10 pm .. i was like UR BUGGIN NO WAY .. tommorrow i work 11-6 .. then thursdya .. 3-9 unless i can find someone to cover .. god work gets annoying sometimes .. i wanna quit .. but im too lazy to llook for another job lol
iight im done for now .. peace kids
<3samk.
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dude its 4/20 and i am soooo high right now .. lol lol jp
hmm .. lost to nutley on monday .. good game though .. uhh .. today paramus catholic at home at 4 .. holla .. i get to see heather's sister pitch aw lol .. umm .. yeah so this week hasnt been that bad .. caruso hasnt been in school monday or tuesday so research paper has been extended to next wednesday .. ohhh yeahh .. im mucho excited .. im gonna start tonight .. hopefully .. maybe do the first page or something idk .. its hard lol
im icing my shoulder right now cuz i threw it out on monday and yesterday it was killing me .. so hopefully its a little better now .. ahh i wont be able to make any decent throws from the outfield today goddd i hate it.. watch i like sit today .. haha that would suckkkk majorly
didnt go tanning today .. im goin tomorrow tho .. im gettin kinda black on my tummy .. i looove it lol lol i cant wait till spring break .. so soon .. omg .. next week?? .. HOLY SHIT .. god damn im so excited lol lol im goin to the twins' shore house definately ;] ahhhh .. yeah so friday i wont even be in school cuz my montclair placement test.. tomorrow i need to find someone to take me down there and show my ass where to go cuz im gonna get lost .. since im going by myself .. hahah this is going to be interestinggg
booo i hate the thought of growing up .. i wanna stay young forever .. lol
blahhh .. ive been in a blah mood .. this weather is definately making it easier though .. i seriously cant WAiT till summer .. and prom week .. ahhhh sooooo happy .. i cant stand it here .. i wanna live down the shore lol .. but of course im staying home for college so after the summer im stuck here again .. even tho if i went away id be homesick .. so whatever
alright im gonna go finish getting ready for softball .. oh yeahhh
samantha kay
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[18 Apr 2005|12:01am] |
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heyyyy
this weekend .. couldve been better
um .. friday night went to brit's gangster party .. borrowed one of anthony trezza's jerseys .. it was AUTHENTIC hahaha lol im wearing it to school tomorrow .. idk though .. im scared haha .. umm but yeah .. ;klasmd;kfm .. saturday i was hung over so i didnt go to softball .. had work 3 to 1O .. then me and amanda went to sandra's for katies surprise party ;] i was sober cuz i didnt feel too good .. and plus i hadda drive home .. sooo .. yeah .. um i picked up kelly my love from mikes haha .. then .. we chilled at sans for a while .. then i went to sams n slept over .. today we woke up .. chilled .. sam came over we had pasta ;] holla .. then we picked up amanda .. WASHED THE SEQUEL<3 yeahhh shiny as hell holla .. lol .. got some f0od .. then played at the park .. swang on the swings ;D .. we felt like kids again, uh ALBUM COVER? yeahhh we're making our own band holla holla lol .. yeah so after that .. we drove around .. played the heat game hahahahaha i almost passed outttt .. after that drove them home .. and came home .. now im chiiiilling
didnt do my research paper holla ;D im such a badass .. and im gonna end up failing english .. blahhhh
iight im gonna go finish watchin my movie
i wish i was amazing
<3sam.
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[11 Apr 2005|06:58pm] |
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hi .. blahh last week was pretty shittyy .. o well i guess ill get used to it
we beat belleville on friday! god it was the best feeling in the world .. but then we lost to ridgewood today .. mercied .. haha i made 2 double plays though .. but still .. we didnt do that well .. and they pitched a no hitterr ;\ um .. our next game is wed .. i dont even know who its against .. we jus have practice tomorrow .. i want to go to the clifton vs fairlawn vball game BUT i gots practice ;[ b0Oo.
ahh this is killing me .. gayyy .. mad sketch yo mad sketch lol .. i got work tomorrow .. hm .. sams covering for me though hahaha .. and 3-10 on saturday .. 7 hours? .. w-t-f .. gay gay gay .. and i hate closing ;[
ummm .. what else .. i need money .. desperately
arite well im gonna go eat something .. cuz .. i need some f0oddd
<|3
samk
ill wait for u if it takes forever.
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[05 Apr 2005|08:25pm] |
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didnt go to school today ;D yes yes
went to new york with my mommy to get my prom dress and shop a little .. it was niiiice ;D i love my mommie .. haha i saw some random crazi guy get beat up and arrested by the police .. everyone jus walked by and me and my mom were like STARiNG lol .. stuff like that doesnt happen everyday in fucking MAYWOOD haha
um yeah so it was so much fun ..went shopping in the biggest store ever, macys .. CRAZY huGE .. yeh so then i went home, got a membership at hollywood tans ;] then went to softball .. we lost ;\ .. i pitchedthe last two innings cuz megan was hurting .. but we didnt do as bad as i thought we would .. i made a crazy catch! ;D i DOVE for it hahaha .. it was awesomeeee .. i got like dirt marks on my arm n shit .. it was crazi .. after the game me and amadna went to get ice cream at dairy queen .. we sat on the bench and stared at some weird kids eating their ice cream lol good times .. after that i went home to get my lotion then went tanning .. i was soo hot in that damn booth thing .. a ;jkf;oisaje crazy
yeah so .. i still didnt do my outline ;x no one did .. lol its so hard .. um neways .. i gots a game tomorrow too .. HOME .. be there .. please .. we need some support
dude .. im watching american idol .. all these people suck so bad .. honestly .. what the hell are they thinking .. god hahahaha
arite im done .. im gonna go eat .. yeahhh
<3
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we lost today .. to riverdell .. cuz we suck .. ;\ its inevitable
last night was fashion show ;] fun .. every1 looked beautifulllll .. um after went to arena diner .. good times .. chris and jordan like to blow spitballs at me .. im a champ .. today i cut school .. went to samuel's .. ordered my prom shoes ;] i dont have my dress yet hahahhaa im awesome .. um went to ihop <3 .. yeahhh .. scrimmage at riverdell, lost .. amanda had a buddy on the team .. uhhh .. yeah thats it .. i took some drugs, my head hurts .. i need to go clean the room .. PiG-STYE! HAHAHA i love that .. havent used that in a while .. lol lol ;]
im gonna go clean my room .. cuz everyone keeps yelling at me .. o yeah ps i was crying earlier .. IDK WHY .. it was so weird .. i jus started .. no reason .. um .. who knows .. lol lol .. yeah im hungry too so maybe ill eat something
<3
ps my mom got a new scale .. it is not my friend ;\ lollol she made me look at my weight .. what a mean woman
the sharper the edge the cleaner the wound,
so i'll be keeping it dull tonight for i deserve to hurt
disfigure the outside to show how ruined i am
there's no pain and no pleasure when you're too numb to feel
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[27 Mar 2005|11:43pm] |
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playin poker .. holler
um .. today .. was easter .. gay holiday .. went to church .. stood up the whole time .. my knee hurt .. went back home .. didnt go out with the family cuz im dying .. went home .. took like .. 2 naps .. did absolutely nothing all day .. tried to study for othello-a-thon .. no use lol .. now i gotta do bio hw .. gay
im hungry now .. blah idk what to have .. im too lazy to get up .. j;liasjkd;foijcmk
god im fat .. i need to lose some weight man .. hahaa i dun wanna be fat for prommm .. i think i gained weight .. since softball .. honestly who does that
i wanna go play video games .. i think i might .. i wish i had my super nintendo still .. old school mario rocks my world. hahahaha
im not updating very well tonight .. this entry sucks lol
haha im gonna go read some othello notes .. or not .. food? .. idk .. i need to get shoes for the fashion show tomorrow .. last minute much? .. my eyes hurt i hate this ;[[[
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hahahahhaa .. funny
okay so .. today .. woke up late no shopping with mom .. im never getting a prom dress ;[ .. ah so then i went to work at 2 .. till 7 .. went home changed went to the twins house .. it was me carol the twins meaghan jenna and alissa sasso .. we colored easter eggs ;] i had some pretty cool ones .. all of adams were ugly .. period .. lol lol.. sam came over later .. we saved some for her .. um .. yeah so we chilled for a while and talked ..had cupcakes compliments of mrs tatgenhorst <3 lol .. then me and carol and adam eric and sam went to wendys .. different cars .. me and carol won cuzzz we're cool like that haha .. yeah so after wendys adam eric and carol went off and me and sam went to anthony trezzas house .. funny stuff there .. ramones? .. nine inch nails? .. lol lol heated conversations over there .. adam and eric stopped by to say hi haha .. then left .. adam had abeer .. he was GONE hahahaha nah not realli .. um .. yeah so me and sam left at aabout 2ish .. i dropped her off then went home .. im goin to bed now because im in a bad mood .. i need to actually try to get this marker off me for easter tomorrow .. i dont believe in god but i need to attend church for my father's sake
o yeah updated world is round ;] for all the cool kids at caitlins .. um .. u can check my pf cuz i dont feel like gettin the link and putting it here lol
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yeah .. i liked this thing .. lol .. so true
um .. last nights was caitlin and david's party.. graffiti? .. yeah i got it all over my fuckin body lol .. b4 me sam n amanda PREGAMED at my house lol lol ... then walked home .. katie picked us up in the usual spot hahahhaha .. yeah it was fun .. i was written all over like crazy .. definately cant wear it to school though lol some crazi stuff on the shirt .. yeah but i have zebra stripes on my arms .. and damn nigga like 3 times .. wtf lol i need to get this shit off by at least tuesday .. i wanted it off by tomorrow cuz i have WORK .. now im gonna have to wear a long sleeve shirt .. ahhhh this sucksss .. whatever .. um after caitlins danny picked me up for a little .. then we picked up amanda and marissa [nice group lol] and dropped them off .. then he dropped me off .. fun
today i woke up .. bad hangover AND im like sick now cuz of someone pfft .. i still feel sick to my stomach but thats me .. yeh practice was gay cuz we ran and i got sick from that .. um lol meredith was nice with the grounders and like rolled them real slow for me hahaha .. the cages were rough tho .. 39 balls .. and um i was like freaking out cuz it was so hot and idk .. yeah lol .. later on me and sam went to the mall ..got my check 69 dollars babyhaha im rich. .. yeah i tried to look for shoes for the fashion show .. no luck .. mayb tomorrow .. im lookin for my prom dress tomorrow ;D .. cuz no practice baby lol .. yeh i didnt pitch in a couple days and im pitching on monday .. scrimmage .. that should be funnn .. dont come to the game if u dont wanna see us suck .. cuz wen i pitch .. we suck .. hahaha not really .. i jus feel like im gonna do bad tho .. boo ;\ .. yeh well neways .. after the mall me and sam went to fridays to eat .. g0odtimes ;] i love samuel L jackson .. then i jus went home .. took a nap .. got gas and money .. and now im home .. at like 11 im gonna go to dans .. i dont feel so hott so i dont really wanan go out out .. im about to take some more drugs .. my head is killing me .. i think im having a hotflash too .. AH:IKJD:Sikjcva; oseijf god dammit ;[ i hate it. .. AND my eyes are puffy .. um .. why? .. IDK .. wtf .. its not like i was crying or nething .. gay gay gay
i better find my fucking prom dress tomorrow cuzzz if not ..idk what im gonna do .. cuz im lazy .. and i probly wont get out to look again for a couple weeks haha
oh yeah i think like 5 ppl asked me if i had a tattoo cuz chris wrote on my lower back .. lol i was like yeah its cool didnt hurt at all
um .. okay im done .. cuz my head is getting worse from bein on this shit .. coloring easter eggs tomorrow? .. idk but definately watching the incredibles with some cool kids! ;D
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samkay
ps on my shirt i think like 4 ppl wrote taht i have a fat ass or some thing like that haha i love it.
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softball scrimmage was cancelled todayyyyyy .. cuz of this gay snow .. um .. it was so nice outside yesterday wtf happened .. id like to know .. yeah so we hit, i pitched 50 pitches cuz yesterday i did 75 .. actually more .. slave labor .. um and we hit in the cages then sprinted for like 7 minutes .. wtf was that idk but i was about to pass out lollol .. we are the laziest team everrrrrr hahaha .. tomorrow NO PRACTiCE and NO LAB for bio .. god damn AND im drinking .. PRE-GAMiNG!!!!!! .. hahahaha .. yeaah so after practice todayyyy i went home .. showered it up .. watched american beauty with mother .. crazy movie, but good ;] .. then went to sportsworld with daniel sasso .. yeah .. lol i think im better at video games than him .. for real though .. i beat him in all the games we played .. and uh .. im just good at everything [ ALL-AMERiCAN. ] after that .. went to eat chinese .. wtf how do you use chopsticks? .. idk .. i couldnt figure it out .. he got the waiter to give me a fork thank god. lol i woulda died .. yeah then 711 then dropped him off .. strumpet pfft
so yeah .. this weekend should be fun .. coloring easter eggs? EASTER EGG HUNT? hhahahaha lol yeahh .. saturday .. who knows .. but .. maybe drinking? idk .. sunday im goin to church with my dad and then .. idk what else .. i think i hafta go to my little cousin's communion or something .. this weekend .. but i really dont know .. i never know NETHiNG
I SOLD 7 DUCKS SO FAR .. god im good .. and i jus got the forms today .. my family will probly buy some too .. so i think im gonna get more forms tomorrow during school .. sounds good to mee ;]
WOO tomorrow me and my mom are probly goin shopping .. OMG I MIGHT GET A NEW PHONE .. if this ish is still on warranty .. damn i hope so .. everyone will have to give me their numbers over again .. yeah then i could put everyone in with COOL NAMES .. instead of their real ones .. cuz .. yeah .. i wanna be just like my first priority.
hm .. i think im done .. im gonna go play some poker .. ohhhh yeahhhhh
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